She dropped a coin into the cup.

I am wowed at the effect this has. i need to start running. i wish i could remember this feeling; but it will come and go like a cold breeze. that is stupid. HAHAHAHA she was born in spring. i am just typing what ever i think and than we can sort out all the rest in the end. i miss talking to my brother. i haven't talked with him since a long time. i wish we were not fighting. i don't want to waste any more time. i guess i could send him an email or something; but then he would win. i need to go to sleep. i wish this was published. i feel that if this was published, i would care more. i would mind to blog. not forget. i like this, i want people to see. i think they would care. they wouldn't mind to check in. 

i get sad when i think of everything.